Excuse Me: My Daughter is on the Phone

It’s a throwback day. Since I’ve moved permanently to this blog, I’m adding a few things from the former blog just to give them new life. I hope you enjoy. I’m pleased to say that this post was a featured post over at BlogHer last year. 

by Tina Ann Forkner

When I was a girl, I’d watch my mom thumb through photo albums and rummage through boxes of brightly colored snapshots. My siblings and I always liked to look through them with her, amazed at how our very own memories appeared right before us in a photograph.

And now we have technology. Thank God we have technology as I sit at my laptop scrolling through pictures and videos of my daughter who has spent the last several weeks with her other family halfway across the country. I don’t feel the need to explain summertime visitation to you readers out there. We all know the routine, right? I’m sure many of you are living it right now, either waiting for someone to return, or dreading having to send them back. I’m waiting.

Waiting and thinking that my daughter and I should be sipping lemonade together on the back porch, that we should be going camping with her brothers and stepdad, and that I should be handing her my last dollar so she can go to the movies with her friends (the same friends who adorably pester me all summer long about when she’s coming back). Instead, I’m the one ducking out of lunch or church because my daughter is calling, and it’s a call I don’t dare miss.

I guess this is the part of the blog post where I usually would make some kind of confession about how this is just part of life and how I accept that this is what I get for having gone through a divorce, and blessedly, a remarriage, but that’s not really how I feel today. I’ve been around enough “normal” families to know that plenty of kids aren’t as well-adjusted as my daughter and that some wives in very long marriages aren’t as lucky as I am. I’m tired of defining myself as a divorced or blended mom in order to explain away my daughter’s absence during part of the summer and holidays. The truth simply is, I miss her.
I don’t know if it’s the One Thousand Gifts Bible study I’ve been doing with a few of myfriends or just that I’ve been remarried for so long, but I’ve been thinking lately that I’m over it. I went through that and now I’m living in the beauty that rose up out of the ashes. I’m giving myself permission to miss my child with no shame or explanation to anyone else of how I got to the point where I’m scrolling through digital images of my daughter because she is not with me for most of the summer.

I can’t wait to hear all about her adventures and travels, although thanks to technology, I’ve already heard about many of them. I used to be iffy about technology and how it will affect the lives of my children in the future, but not so much now.

Excuse me, but my daughter’s sweet picture just popped up on my phone and a Taylor Swift ringtone is beckoning me to answer. It’s my daughter calling (for real!).

Excuse Me, Please: My Daughter Is on the Phone

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I am so grateful for technology, and that it allows me to stay close to my daughter when she is away. I hope she will someday cherish these long conversations we have over our cell phones, the way I do today.

“Living with losses, I may choose to still say yes. Choose to say yes to what He freely gives. Could I live that –the choice to open the hands to freely receive whatever God gives? If I don’t, I am still making a choice…the choice not to.” – Ann Voskamp, One Thousand Gifts

3 Reasons You Shouldn’t Be a Full-Time Writer

ImageHave you ever thought about quitting your job and becoming a full-time writer? It’s what many aspiring and newly published writers dream of doing, isn’t it? I know I did, but having gone from a salaried job, to full-time writer, and back to working again, my advice is to keep working at a non-writing related job either full or part-time. Here’s why:

Writers Need to be Connected to Real People

Not long before my first novel was released, I left my job and became a full-time writer. I had finally realized my dream, I thought, but it turned out that things changed. At first, I loved most of my time as a full-time writer. It gave me more time to do marketing when my book was releasing and to help my PR team get the word out. I blogged more frequently than I do now, and I had more time to write my next book. There was even a silver lining. I got to spend more time with my kids, and it’s a good thing I had them to get me out of the house  because I soon discovered that the downside of writing full-time is enduring daily isolation. Writing is solitary. There is no way around it, and while it’s the only way to get a book written, the more time you spend alone, the more disconnected you can become socially. It’s important to note that in a profession in which your introverted side will thrive, being less social isn’t usually the best thing for the long-term. Writers need to be around people, and you need something non-writing related to do with someone else. You need to be reminded that you are more than a published author. Hey, wait a minute, you might be thinking, can there be more to life than being published? Yes, of course there is. You are also a mom, dad, friend, knitter, fisherman, or golfer. Maybe you used to be a heck of a good accountant, teacher, or burger flipper, too.

Writers Need a Schedule

It might come as a surprise once you’ve gone full-time as a writer that if you aren’t diligent, your productivity will plummet. Even if you take precautions to prevent this from happening, you are now, in the eyes of many, a person with unlimited time. This isn’t a judgment of you or a conspiracy by your friends to keep you from writing. It’s just the common misunderstanding that the public has of writers. Really, nobody gets it but writers. When you write full-time, you ideally have more time to write. You are your own boss and your editor doesn’t expect you to clock in when you start writing. Since you don’t have other people telling you how to use your time, it makes sense that you should be able to employ the BIC method (Butt in Chair) all day long, but it won’t be easy. The truth is, most of us can’t write for six to eight hours straight on a regular basis – our backs would break and we would go crazy – so we need to fill our other time with something else. While that could involve many writing-related things (research, blogging, reading books on writing craft, etc.), sometimes, in our isolation as writers, we begin to accept any and every coffee date, volunteer request, and any excuse to get out of the house that comes our way. Because we can quickly give up too much of our time, Full-time writers need to be choosy about accepting requests and keep a calendar that you stick to when it comes to your social life. It’s important to get out of the house and serving our community is a good thing, but it can easily take over our writing goals. And if you aren’t really living the life of a full-time writer anyway, you might decide that you might as well get a job. Having a job communicates to everyone else that you do not have unlimited time, and then you might find it easier to create a writing schedule. Certainly, there are full-time writers who are doing a fantastic job at managing their time, but those writers usually have a steady stream of income flowing in from their writing, and that, as most writers know, is a rare thing.

Writers Need to Survive Financially

While there are many upsides to being a full-time writer, let’s face it. Most published writers don’t have contracts waiting for them. Not only are writing careers like James Patterson’s and Sue Grafton’s rare, they are almost unheard of in today’s industry. My second novel came out at about the time that the publishing business was turned over on its head. The industry saw cutbacks, restructures, and a plethora of wake-up calls throughout the industry. Since then almost nobody gets giant advances and even when they do, they rarely come in one big payment anymore. Writers who used to think they had it made for years to come are now finding themselves facing more perilous times and an unsteady financial future.  Luckily for the publishing industry, writers don’t really do it for the money anyway. So what is the answer? For many writers, it is going back to work.

Going back to work isn’t the same as throwing in the towel. It doesn’t mean you are giving up on your dream of writing. Instead, it’s a way to give yourself freedom. If you have income from other sources, then you are more free to write than if you were writing at home all day long. Back when I wrote my first novel, when I still worked full-time at a non-writing related job, I wrote every morning for thirty to forty-five minutes before work. I got up early before my family awoke and I pounded out as many words as I could every single day. I was motivated to finish my novel, and I wasn’t worried about whether or not I would get paid because I had another job.

The Silver Lining of Going Back to Work is Freedom

Last year I started Substitute Teaching for my school district and I can’t tell you how much freedom I feel as a writer. I love being around the students and teachers and it gives my brain a break from writing, I am more productive because I have to stick to a writing schedule in order to get my word quota in these days, and while I’m still not drawing in millions of dollars in writing royalties, it feels good to contribute to the family financially in another way. And I still write books! I still have a fantastic agent, I have writing goals, and things are still happening, but I am more free to be a writer now than I was before. Writing is a passion again, I look forward to it more than ever, and I anticipate the day I can share my latest book journey with the kids I help teach.

So, what about you? Should you stop being a full-time writer and get a paying full-time or part-time job independent of your writing life? It’s a question that every professional writer has to answer for themselves, and one for aspiring authors to start thinking about now, but for me the decision is clear. I am more myself when I climb out of my ivory tower and get connected, stick to the schedule that working imposes on my day, and get a paycheck. My writing hasn’t suffered at all. If anything, it’s gotten better.

What do you think? I would love to hear your thoughts.

-Tina

Finding The Perfect Writing Space

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A Note From Tina: I just spent part of my weekend organizing my office space – again. You see, I used to have a nice office, but over the years it turned into part office/part catch all for the entire family. Eventually, I took to moving my laptop around the house, not only because I liked the mobility and freedom of my laptop, but also because I couldn’t focus in my cluttered office anymore. I am happy to say that it’s organized again, but the experience reminded me of an article of mine that appeared over at CBD a few years ago. I thought I would post it here, just in case any of you need a little inspiration and to remind you writers not to wait until you get the perfect writing space. Just write anyway.

Finding The Perfect Writing Space

by Tina Ann Forkner

On most mornings after the sun has come up, I undock my laptop from its station and move into my living room where the sun pours through an East facing window. In Spring I can hear birds chattering from an evergreen tree off the back deck and with the growing warmth of the season I somehow feel more energized to write than when I’m cooped up in my office.

I always wanted to have a work space dedicated to my writing and in 2006, the year I received my first book contract from Waterbrook Press, my husband gave me an office. I still love it. Complete with a small desk, a cushy chair, and a new coat of paint it is the perfect office, so then why do I end up writing in the living room almost every day?

After years of dreaming about having solitude and a private space for writing, I now find myself looking for more sound, light, and open space to write in. I may love having my own office, but sometimes I need to get out of it in order to really free my writer’s mind. This greatly amuses my husband when he finds me lounging in the sunny living room with my laptop, but it really shouldn’t surprise anyone.

I never had a real office in the past, so I always just did what I needed to do in order to find time and space for the act of writing. Most other writers do the same if they really want badly enough to write.  The skill of being able to write anywhere is really important; especially for writers who don’t have offices, which is a pretty standard situation in the beginning.

I’ve heard many stories from aspiring writers saying they have no time or space for writing. Don’t let that be your excuse. Real writers will write wherever they can and whenever they can. Sure, when we juggle families, jobs and other priorities it can be difficult to find that time, but find it. Get up early or stay up late, make coffee and start writing. No space? A quiet living room while the rest of the world is sleeping makes one of the best offices I know of.

Coffee shops are good offices too. When I was a college student, back when quaint coffee shops were more prolific than the Starbucks chains we have now, I wrote amidst the clinks of ceramic coffee cups (before the rise of the to-go cup). I even wrote in a notebook because those were the days before most average people could afford laptops – another thing you do not need to have in order to write.

I have heard of more than one writer who borrows the church library to write in and I know of another who swears by her kitchen as an office. With her kids crawling around her feet she writes for several short spurts throughout the day. Maybe she would prefer to have an office, but with toddlers constantly needing her attention, such a luxury would be pointless. She finds a place and time because she wants to write.

So stop focusing on all those pesky little details and start writing your book. Sure, it’s nice to have an office, free time and a thousand other tools of the trade, but you don’t need them.

Next time you find ten, twenty or thirty free minutes go out on your deck, drive over to the coffee shop, put on your iPod and crank up the music, or whatever you need to do to find that space inside of you that is your writing office.

And even if you already have a real writing office, try getting out of it from time to time. Inspiration might be waiting as close as your own living room.

 

Where is your “office?” Where do you feel the most inspired? What is your writing space like? 

Surviving Domestic Abuse: Jami’s Story

Congratulations to fellow writer and my good friend, Jami Kirkbride, for her series that was recently published at CBN.com. Jami is a popular speaker and talented writer who is known for being a huge encourager to women. She often shares parts of her personal journey, but this time, she is really putting it out there and readers are sure to be moved by Jami’s honest telling of her true story. 

Please stop in and read Jami’s articles about her journey and amazing survival of Domestic Abuse:

Behind Closed Doors – Part One

Behind Closed Doors – Part Two

And pass this on to others, so the story can help other women.